the beginning - once again

this website is in my bookmarks list for long..neva used it before..kinda scared to use it..it brings back the memories of the resolutions i had taken so many times and forgotten as many times..

i have never done justice to this blog and it made me sad that its there sitting in the list waiting for a click from me...

i thought how wud it have felt had my blog had emotions..for the sake of simplicity i will assume that this blog is feminine..'coz i think females are more emotionally mature than males..

she would have been sad...the hope for a click would have kept her alive for sure..the very fact that its there in the bookmark wud have given her some relief..yet..the pain of not being able to get enough attention wud be killing her..

all those moments when i look at the weblink and then just move over her was so easy for me..neva gave a thought on how cruel it is on my side to neglect someone like that..

i can relate to it..d feeling on the other side is unbearable..

so here i am ..once again..going to start a new journey...no plans..no todo lists ..no dates as to how frequent i wud update this blog..because i hate to give expectations and not live upto them..

but one thing for sure.. this blog has taken a whole new meaning...i wudnt neglect her anymore..

i just wish this attachment remains for long....it wud be shameless on my part if i am not able to take care of her ...

having said al this...i need to make one more decision..i have another blog..how do i maintain the other one...how would she be feeling??...hmm..have to talk to her too....

chalo..

time to publish you...

hope I have made her happy..and given some meaning to her existance..